Archive for November, 2008

I still consider you my friend

November 27, 2008

Just that I won’t trust you anymore. And I hope that after reading and realising what I’ve said, everyone else will stop trusting you too. Which is fair, since you don’t trust anybody anyway.

Do not onto others what you do not want others to do unto yourself.

PS: To all you other readers out there, if you don’t understand what’s going on, don’t worry. You will understand once it happens to you.
PSS: To all those who asked.. what about the friendship? Let me put it this way.. I gave him my absolute trust and friendship, and yet all he did was to wear a mask, pretended to be my best friend, while instigating things to go against me behind my back. So what makes of this friendship? This friendship didn’t exist at all, it only existed in my head. It was what he wanted me to believe. He doesn’t even consider me his best friend.
But I still consider him my friend, because this friendship did exist once, before everything happened. Maybe about 3 years back. But I guess it’s long gone.


November 26, 2008

I used to think the iPhone was an elitist piece of Apple fanboy-ism. Now it’s as common as Nokia 3210s during its heyday. What the heck happened. D:


November 25, 2008

I really wonder how I can be the one that betrayed you, when you were the one who took her away from me. And not only that, you failed to take care of her, failed to keep her in control, blaming the reasons on everyone else but yourself. I was trying to get back with her, to correct the wrongs, but it was too late for me to do anything. And this, to you is betrayal? So when you took her away, when you fail to give her happiness, you didn’t betray me? And I didn’t even bring it up. I took it like a good friend, that maybe things just weren’t meant to be. I didn’t blame you. I never did. Now you turn around and blame me instead, on the pretext that I backstabbed you? When it was you who did so to me?

And what about the band. Every single band I have, you tell me it won’t make it. Is it your so called intuition, or that you just don’t want me to succeed? You destroyed TEG, what we have built up for so long. You planted hate and discord among us so we would fight and destroy ourselves slowly. Made us stop doing covers knowing that we like to do covers. Made us do originals that we can never do. Made us irritated with a sloppy drummer that actually isn’t sloppy at all. There’s also a reason why we stopped gigging. Cos you hate to gig.
And then when Jason left, you told the rest of the band that TEG is no more, without my consent or knowledge. True that I grew sick and tired of the band, but as we all can see, it was all your doing. And deep inside, no matter what you do, I’ve always wanted to give the band a chance. I never wanted the band to split.
And what about my new band? That won’t make it too? Once again you are trying to plant hate and sow discord among us, telling me how bad gene is, how bad rico is. Trying to influence me to dislike or hate them. Leaving the band and then telling me the band won’t make it.
Telling my girlfriend that I betrayed you, trying to paint an ugly picture of me. You try to destroy my bands, and that’s not enough, and you have to try to destroy my relationship as well. As though destroying my previous relationship and previous band wasn’t enough, you have to try to destroy every subsequent one.
And yet I’m the one who betrayed you.

Random musings..

November 24, 2008

In order to be successful in what you do, you got to love what you do. If you do something for the sake of being successful or money, then you will never be, because there is no love. If you do what you do just because you love it, without giving a care about the world, life will reward you will success and money. Which is quite ironic.

But this is why crafty businessmen are the richest people in the world, cos their love in life is to fuck with people and earn their money. And as though that is not enough, life rewards them with success and even more money because they did what they love. Nice.

Laziest Mac user of the century

November 5, 2008
And that’s me. Look what I got for my iMac:

So. WTF is this? It is a media center program called XBMC, which originated from the Xbox, and now it’s available for almost every single platform. Even the Apple TV. Basically what it does is it categorizes all your movies and TV shows, automatically. Even Anime. Yes, it’s AUTOMATIC. So I just put the files at the right places, and it will detect them, and download the cover art, plot synopsis, and episode summaries, and put them sort them nicely, as above. So all I need to do is fire it up, arm myself with the remote, and pig out. Wonderful.
And to top it all up, I installed Quicksilver on my iMac again. Spotlight is just too friggin slow. Yes, I’m the laziest fucking Mac user ever.