Archive for February, 2007

Disappointed

February 26, 2007

I’m disappointed that you are actually keeping a distance from me just cos you think i can’t get over you. I AM over you. Since a long time back. And this isn’t the way to treat a person you’ve been friends with for so long. Can’t you just talk to me about it? You’ve always avoided the topic. Things won’t go away with you pretending it doesn’t exist. What do you treat your friends as? People that you talk to only when you’re bored? Are we just for your entertainment that you can just blindly push away when you don’t need us? We have feelings too you know. You’re funny and interesting on the outside but your inner self just disgusts me completely. How many times have you fallen for someone while still being attached? I shan’t say more.

Ear piercing

February 25, 2007

Tadah!

Anyways. Had a movie screening at my place last night, jason, wan, aaron, alene, pong and sebas came down. Jason and wan left early (after dinner) and sebas reached after the both left. Watched pan’s labyrinth and children of men, both very “huh?” movies. Word of warning: pan’s labyrinth is not a fantasy show, it’s a war film. And a very sub par one at that.

Cheese!

February 22, 2007

At my place while waiting for my darling to come home. Sebas, alene and me. We were at orchard the whole evening, did my eyebrows, sebas and alene did some shopping, and I got an ear piercing. Heh.

Tiong chia!

February 21, 2007

My ZC31S has a new friend. That’s a simota cold air intake, and it makes my car go PORHHHHHHH….. Shiok! =D More power after 2.5k RPM. Installed it on friday, before going to seok’s gig. Poor alene was waiting at NUS till like 7+ 8 cos of me.. So sorry alene..

And during the installation jason was so bored he decided to take a shit:

Heh. Caught in the act. Tried the sprint booster too, it’s FREAKING AWESOME! Really makes the car fly. Too bad it’s like $380 if not i would have bought it too.

And of course.. A bit late.. But anyway.. HCNY TO ONE AND ALL! HUAT AH!

:)

February 13, 2007

I have learnt today, to treasure what I have. My closest friends, my dearest of possessions, and my life. Never again will I risk my life, talk or think about ending it, as today I learn how important I am to my closest. I will also treasure them, as they were the only ones that I have pulled through thick and thin together, pain and pleasure, love and hate. I will protect you all with all I have, and all I can.

And to her, I befriended you with the foolish hope of being with you again, just like before, hoping that you will change for the better and put down your ugly past, and be the happy couple we were before. But your choice was not the same as mine, so today, after a week of war with myself, I’ve decided to stop cheating myself, for my sanity. I can’t bear to see you like this, but it’s your life, your freedom. I wish you all the best in life, with clemence, and all the choices you make. Take care. I still love you. I will still accept you. But now, it’s all up to you.

I smell gunpowder..

February 8, 2007

I better siam jit bin..

But actually. Relax la. I think sometimes people should sit down and talk to each other to better understand a situation or person without putting in (too much) emotions.

Fight for what. Make things worse only.

Make love, not war..

I love you mom..

February 6, 2007

I love my mom so much.. When I came home upset I didn’t even have to say a word.. She knew and she gave me a big hug..

It’s true that blood is thicker than water..

Love you mom..

(emo sia.)

Love this show..

February 6, 2007

Clementine: I’m not a concept Joel I’m just a fucked up girl looking for my own piece of mind. I’m not perfect.
Joel: I can’t see anything I don’t like about you
Clementine: But you will!
Joel: I can’t..
Clementine: But you will.. You know, you will think of things. And I’ll get bored with you and feel trapped because that’s what happens with me.
Joel: *shrugs* Ok.
Clementine: Ok..

– Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Sian

February 5, 2007

Feels so weird to be not at the office. No, I didn’t AWOL, there’s some stupid company cohesion later, and we just have to go there straight. And I’m feeling so restless now, I feel like I’m supposed to be doing something but I’m not. Yes, I’ve got work due. No, I can’t do it now. Got to wait till thurs cos the cohesion is 3 days long. CHEESEBUN! Am I becoming a workaholic? Oh noes. Speaking of which I haven’t been playing the guitar cos of work, shopping and staying out till late. Jialat.

And then cb I wake up at 9am. I felt like I slept like bloody forever and when I wake up it’s only 9. And she didn’t call me. 😦 Maybe she forgot.. Oh well. I deserve it anyway, for what I have done in the past. It’s just retribution.

Satisfaction

February 1, 2007

I’ve been playing around with custom firmwares on my psp.. But i kinda got bored of that. Till today of course, when i downgraded saufi’s TA-82 psp to 1.5 and then installed the custom fw 3.03OE-C. Heh. The satisfaction, i tell you. From something that cannot to something that can.

Dunno if it makes sense to you. Oh well.